OK, it's been a while since I've updated but there really isn't much to report. Here I am in Chicago, it's starting to not be as cold and I'm able to go outside a bit more. However, I just haven't met any friends and other than the great people I work with it's pretty lonely here. I don't go to church because I spend weekends with my family, doing this rotation...one weekend at my brothers, one weekend at my sisters, the next at my parents. It's great to see family but then I come back to lonely Chicago where I go to work, work out, then go home. About once a month I go to a church in the city called New Community Covenant Church, it's a great place that has good potential but i've been waiting for a new community group to start so that i can go weeknights and get connected. Fortunately next week there is one starting, we'll see how that goes. I just hope I can connect with some folks soon.
I need a vacation and fortunately I get one next Friday I take off for my two favorite places...Thailand and Tokyo. A week away will be good, seeing old friends will be good, getting out of Chicago will be good. I'm still trying to figure out what God has me here for...it can't be to punish me
. Well, we'll see what happens. By the way, I'm not depressed and not hating life, just a little indifferent and at times lonely. My focus right now is allowing God to be all that I need. I know God wants his children to be in fellowship with others, to be in community, but for this season I just want God to be enough so that when there is a community and others around, when there are opportunities to serve my perspective will be right, God first, it's all about my God.
OK, that's it for now, thanks for reading.
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